Thank you Corky. I didn't intend to get so Raw.

I'm Quitting Weed and I've been a heavy user for Decades.

It's not the withdrawal that's painful it's the Awakening of Awareness and the Conciousness of Wasted Time.

I have told myself I'm an Atheist for years.

I know deep down this isn't so.

The World Is too much for me.

I'm in a Depression, I have lost all sense of meaning. The pain of the World feels real to me,more than ever in my life.

I've played a lot of stupid silly Games.

Pretended to be things I don't really feel or think.

I don't even really know how to be Authentic anymore.

One day at a time. Keep Hewing to the Actual. Appearances are deceiving.

I'm Grateful that this online Forum exists.

I may be an Unconcious Antisemite.

Denying it to myself.

I thank you for forcing me to see it.

It's not something I want to Be.

I'll tell you a little secret.

I've been thinking about Reverting to Islam.

I'm deeply Confused on many levels and you are the first person I've been able to open up about this really.

Sad isn't it.

Peace my Brother.

It May. I may Deserve it.

If I misread the context of your last "Why do you care"? And I think I did, I Apologize for cursing you.

So how do I change, or is my "Antisemitism" incurable?

Any ideas?

I'm serious. No games.

I don't want to be an Irrational Hater if that's what I am.

You have been a good poster and I respect you.

You've Outed Yourself.

That Question tells me Everything I need to know.

I CARE BECAUSE I'M A HUMAN BEING FOR CHRIST'S SAKE.

People are being EXTERMINATED for Existing and being Inconvenient.

Tribalism has Trumped Humanity.

---- OFF. ZioTrash.

Dude,I Can't win, your mind is Sealed. You're convinced. There's nothing I can say at this point.

I'm open to actual dialogue, no games.

If I'm A Bigot, I don't want to be.

But I'm OUTRAGED, Israel gets a pass on Crimes even Hitler didn't Commit.
And Israel Claims to Speak for All Jews.

Money,Credibility, Arms as needed, Diplomatic Cover for Atrocities, the State of Israel is Openly and Proudly Exterminationist. Not even Hitler was that.

He at least Tried to hide it.

So what am I as a private person supposed to think?

I'm not the most Systemic thinker around.

I don't Do Ideology.

I see the world rather simply behind the long winded verbiage.

I bear you no enmity or even Distrust.

But my Rage is OVERWHELMING.

If People protest in America against Israel they are Automatically labelled Antisemitic or Terrorists. Lives are Destroyed, Careers Ended.

This creates more Rage.

I don't expect Understanding I don't expect Forgiveness, if it's warranted.

But I do see a conspiracy To SILENCE ALL DISSENT.

And I don't Understand Why?

Why be Coy?

Are you?

Am I Right, will you ever say?

Your refusal to answer is an answer.

So?

I knew you were drawing me out all along.

I figured it out about the time you got fixated on loans.

A "Jewish Trope" you saw antisemitism in a comment without trying to understand anything more. Then pushed to see.

Are You a Jew? I think you are.

Is it satisfying to feel so Special even when it triggers violence from others and encourages Bigotry among your own?

Is the Tribe so Central to your Humanity?

Why DO do Many people hate Jews Anyway?

It crosses many faiths and cultures, why is it so Universal? Many European countries Banished them including England.

Perhaps the Elitist Exclusion?

The lack of Allegiance to countries they Reside in?

The Narrow Self Interest?

The Eagerness to Wage Aggressive War?

Non Zionist Jews are Great People. Contributing massively to everyone's well being throughout the World.

Zionists are Scum. EthnoBigots.

That's my real opinion.

You've Drawn my real Beliefs out.

Congratulations.

Are You Jewish?

The Paranoia is unmistakable.

The need to find hidden meanings where there is only inarticulate poorly expressed outrage, nothing is hidden.

Jews Are associated with moneylending, it's true, they are. History is clear about that. I didn't make it up.

Also, Well Poisoning and Drinking the Blood of Children. If you want to go full.... Out There...Those Lies are not Credible but given Israeli Conduct, Who knows for sure?

You will always be convinced I'm Evil because I wrote that, won't you?

I don't Care. My Concience is Clear.

Is Yours?

American Exceptionalism.

You're entitled to your opinion.

You may even be justified in holding it.

I hope over time you will read more and reevaluate your opinion but if you don't I accept your Judgement, I don't always express myself clearly enough.

My Anger boils over and I Lash out online.

Our Government Backs and Funds Israel no matter what horrors they commit on a captive population of Paupers.

It's online in Print. There are Videos of Murders of Children, by Scum who play with their toys and dance in their Dead mother's underwear while laughing at them.

I have seen the Videos, they don't appear to be fake.

The leaders of Israel call Palestinians Amalek and call for Extermination. They are currently under indictment by the ICC for GENOCIDE and Ethnic Cleansing

They Claim GOD,gave them the land.

They have made me "Antisemitic" if I Am as you assert.

Not Some Moldy old Tome from the last century.

Israel claims to be For Jews and Jews Only.

It's Codified by Law.

Only Jews have Self Determination in Israel.

Bibi pushed for that Law and the Knesset happily Obliged.

Who are the Bad Guys?

Is it really hard to Understand why the world is revolted by what's happening in Israel?

Not to Me.